I wanted to watch all the movies I missed, online.
I wanted to sleep till 2pm everyday and let my body ache.
I wanted to be a Zai Nu and glue myself to the com everyday.
I wanted to spend the whole day googling about my BB functions, and be a pro at the end of this holiday.
I wanted to watch all the DVDs my dad got me, and cry with it.

But, I did none of it, so loser. Its so embarrassing telling people the last movie I watched.
I have been feeling so angry everyday. So people around me get all the shit from me, and I am so sorry for it. But not to my mom, because shes the one creating all this crap for me. She's so unreasonable, naggy, hurting, proud, and yada da da. I was listening to my Bad Romance, and she came in and told me to shut it, because its noisy, wtf ?


Bimbos behave this way.